It's basically impossible for me to write this without feeling extremely lame...

The first kiss

I'm not sure if it's ever what anyone expects. I may never be sure.

I sort of jokingly expected it to be with someone I was minimally attracted to and/or merely part of life as an actor.

I couldn't have foreseen just how awkward I would be with 20 years of Sarah Palinesque inexperience or that it would be repeated about nine times in a row.

It was the result of my new mantra to just let life happen, react, and try not to hold myself back too much. Since planning and trying not to relinquish control has never worked too well for me.

Obviously, someone else has better plans for my life. He knows more than I do.

I think she ate something I'm allergic to cause my lips kind of itched immediately after.

Hours later, they still kind of tingle. Is that normal?

But it's ok cause she's a vegan and I had a burger for breakfast. HA!

I'm trying not to hate surprises so much anymore.

She's just weird enough to fit seamlessly into my life's time line.





--The whole situation is pretty funny actually.